My heart expands into the oneness of you
As the rain falls to cleanse the sins of the earth
And the roaring storm reminds us that god is ever present
I contemplate on my existence
Who am I really?
The peaceful sacred Madonna
Or the wild uncontrollable Lilith
I feel into my heart where a deep reverential feeling is developing
Of compassion for myself and also the fire raging flame of truth
I sometimes do not know who to show up as
Who to trust in and who to be
Yet when I stop and expand into the all pervading love
That is always here
I am brought to my knees in an instant
In honour with humility to the truth of the love that I am
Frustration has reigned premise over me this week
The scratchiness of not letting go
Of trying to hold on to some identity I have known
That no longer serves me
Yet I remember it, in a place of unjustified comfort
Let go she calls, surrender all that you are to me
Open into this love there is only this
I am here always waiting for you
To release the binds and chains that you hold on to with key in hand
I am here waiting tenderly for your kiss
Your trust, your knowing to allow all falseness to drop
In this ocean of bliss this ocean of undying presence
Feeding the monster of the past experience
Is not keeping you safe
It is allowing you to repeat the patterns of the past
A place of safe haven not
A place of going through the motions on this never ending wheel of self hatred and limitation
You are so much bigger than that so much more, strong, courageous
It is time to release to the mother that has held you through all time
Into the fire of all encompassing love and honour
Into love itself once more.
