Possibilities

My eyes are weary yet my heart is full
Full of possibilities, potentials, creation
Feeling blessd in all gratitude for all I continue to recieve
In all forms, in friendships, connections, magical moments in grace.
All is well.
Finally it is time for deep rest....

Only this Love

Love keeps calling me in
To drown in her arms and surrender all
To her embrace to her calling
My yearning so strong at times
The striving and doing
To remember that there is nothing to do
Just to be in this love
Only this love
Always here
For us all
Till eternity!

Reflections in Rome

In these uncertain times
Everything that we know to be secure is thrown up for review
I have been pondering what the purpose of all of this inner searching really is
Having to go through the intense up and downs of getting to the truth

I am tired to the bone and my body is weary......

Why do I not let love in completely?

I am scared, scared of TRULY letting go completely.

I have been here before many times
This place is familiar

Hiding behind behaviours that do not serve ME, behaviours that harm the body and the mind and in the long run add to the turmoil I often feel inside
Anxiety rises, anger is here and the deadness of giving up completely this place I run from

I know that the doorway is near
the wind tunnel to freedom
to be blown away into the arms of the beloved one

Trust has disappeared and yet I beckon it home

Feeling alone knowing that this is a figment of my imagination

I reach for you and know if I am still that you will come to me love me and take me home

I wait for the moment that I am able to truly surrender to the beauty of you.....again!

The truth in Love

My heart expands into the oneness of you

As the rain falls to cleanse the sins of the earth

And the roaring storm reminds us that god is ever present

I contemplate on my existence

Who am I really?

The peaceful sacred Madonna

Or the wild uncontrollable Lilith

I feel into my heart where a deep reverential feeling is developing

Of compassion for myself and also the fire raging flame of truth

I sometimes do not know who to show up as

Who to trust in and who to be

Yet when I stop and expand into the all pervading love

That is always here

I am brought to my knees in an instant

In honour with humility to the truth of the love that I am

Frustration has reigned premise over me this week

The scratchiness of not letting go

Of trying to hold on to some identity I have known

That no longer serves me

Yet I remember it, in a place of unjustified comfort

Let go she calls, surrender all that you are to me

Open into this love there is only this

I am here always waiting for you

To release the binds and chains that you hold on to with key in hand

I am here waiting tenderly for your kiss

Your trust, your knowing to allow all falseness to drop

In this ocean of bliss this ocean of undying presence

Feeding the monster of the past experience

Is not keeping you safe

It is allowing you to repeat the patterns of the past

A place of safe haven not

A place of going through the motions on this never ending wheel of self hatred and limitation

You are so much bigger than that so much more, strong, courageous

It is time to release to the mother that has held you through all time

Into the fire of all encompassing love and honour

Into love itself once more.

Gratitude is my friend

Gratitude is here today
Alive awake and inspiring
She shakes loose her long golden hair
Confident and free

It is great to be alive, connected to source
Aware of my light, my song